Baby heart beat :)

I never got to tell how awesome my appt. went a few weeks ago. We finally got to hear our little sweeties heart beat. 159 and strong. It is such an amazing noise, I have two hearts beating inside of me. Rory and I created this. I loved it.

My morning sickness is still here and still strong, but I am striving. No weight gain yet, but it looks like the weight loss has stopped. I am thinking girl, but I still cant say for sure. I am now almost 13 weeks. Really dragging right now.

More great news, Rory and I are seriously looking into buying a house at the end of our lease. We have been shopping around, and are considering Herriman or Bluffdale. It is so exciting yet a little nerve wracking. The end of our lease is in May, which is when little baby is due and Logans 2nd birthday. Moving, birthday planning, and giving birth, what a crazy and exciting month.
Well, off to make my house smell of beautiful things, adios!

Coming home

Austin, his wife and little Lukey are officially coming home for good! It has been a scary, stressful and exciting four years, but Austin succeeded and has come so far. He is so brave. I am so brave the way he turned out. All of my family members have grown into such amazing and productive people. I couldn't be more proud of my family. Karlee and Luke are on their way home right now, driving. Austin will be home December 17th. I am so glad our family is going to be a whole again.

Halloween and precious moments

On Halloween we took Logan trick or treating with my younger siblings. Logan seriously loved it! He also enjoyed the awesome candy (as did I). We also went to dinner with my family that night. It was an all around great day. Logan was the cutest monkey ever!

I have been thinking about all of these precious moments we have that pass us by so fast, and we don't have much time to cherish them.

My wedding day. You came and went so fast, I barely had time to enjoy it all. It was the best day of my life. I got to walk down the aisle with both of my dads by my side down to the love of my life. I will never forget that moment and I will forever cherish it.

Finding out I am pregnant. Just a month after celebrating the best day of my life, I found out I was pregnant. Watching those two pink lines show up was the best feeling ever. Telling Rory and cuddling with him after made everything so perfect.

Being pregnant. Although I had a tough pregnancy, I still enjoyed every kick, hiccup, and roll I felt from my little guy. I loved having Rory have his hand on my belly as we enjoyed Logan kicking up a storm.

Giving birth. The day I went into labor was the most exciting and scary day I had in my life. I was so scared about him coming out healthy, and being a new mom, but I could not wait to hold him and gaze into his eyes. Holding Logan the first time, this was the best moment of my life.

Bringing Logan home. Rory and I stared at him all day. We were still in amazement, and even now that he is a 1 1/2 we still watch him in amazement. He is just so perfect.

Moving into our first apartment.
This was extremely exciting. The first month, hectic. But we managed and figured everything out perfectly!

Finding out we are starting that journey all over again. It was just a few weeks ago that we found out we are expecting number 2, but it all passed by so fast. I look forward to those special moments I shared with Logan to share with this baby as well.

Halloween

Halloween is so close! Just around the corner! 4 days away! I started thinking the other day about my past Halloweens. How crazy of a kid I was ( or wanted to be), and how many things I did (and didn't do). I used to love all things spooky. My big thing was telling scary stories in our storage shed with close friends. I LOVED doing that. Now, I have a cute little boy and one on the way to share awesome traditions with. I love having my own little family! Speaking of scary stories, I thought maybe for the Halloween spirit I will tell a few of my scariest :)

Growing up, I had a really close friend that lived with me basically all summer every year for a lot of years! We did everything together and trusted each other 100%. At one point, we were home alone, all of my family had went out to dinner, and there was not another soul ( atleast living!) in the house. We, being the goofy girls we were, went to the storage room to tell scary stories. The usual. This storage room does not have a lock on either side. We got all settled in, sitting on plastic bins and getting deeply into our scary stories. After a few we started to really freak our selves out and darted toward the door. One problem. The door wouldn't open. Here we are sitting in the pitch black and the door is shut. Great. We screamed and pulled and pushed. Finally, my mom got home and opened the door for us. We have NO idea what happened, but it scared the crap out of me. I know it sounds like silly and scared girls being tricked by there mind, but I know what happened!


Now back to Halloween. Logan has a few costumes to choose from but he will most likely only wear his monkey one. We are carving pumpkins tomorrow night and than going to a Halloween party for my nieces birthday on saturday. Monday we will go trick or treating with my younger siblings. I love Halloween. It is such a fun holiday!

TERRIBLE Twos

So We are pretty sure Logan has hit the terrible two stage. Although he is only a year and a half, he hits everything pretty early, and I don't know how else to explain the things he has been doing! His newest thing, besides dumping spices every where and baking powder all over, is being either really sensitive or really mad and running to his room and he even shuts the door! It is so funny and cute, but it is sad too! It is weird how grown up he is getting.

I am now 9 weeks and 1 day. I have had cravings up the ying yang, and Rory has fulfilled every one! I am still dying of morning sickness, and my house is a mess because if I even attempt to start getting up, I puke. So Rory has been working extra hard after coming home from work to clean it and help with Logan.

I am so blessed!

8 1/2 weeks and dragging.

It seems like this pregnancy is going by so slow, but so fast at the same time. I think it is because of the morning sickness. Which, actually is not morning sickness at all. It is all night and day sickness. Bleh. I am now 8 1/2 weeks. 2 1/2 weeks til I am in the safe zone! Rory and I are stoked. According to the Chinese gender predictor, I am having a girl this time, and it was correct with Logan! But I knew with logan that he was a boy all along, but with this one I keep switching to girl than to boy. Either way, we would be happy. We just want our baby to be healthy. I know every one says that, but from the moment you get pregnant, your worry kicks in for the baby, and it does not go away after they come out! I constantly worry about Logan. Is he getting sick? Did he break a bone? Is he getting enough attention? With pregnancy too! I love being a mommy. I love that Logan runs to me and daddy when he gets hurt or scared. I love having him want us to hold and cuddle him at night. I love everything about it. So last night Rory surprised me and brought me home dinner, movies, a very sweet love note and some flowers. I can't get over him. The butterflies he gives me 24/7. Everything about him. I am just so in love with him. We got some of our Christmas shopping done last week. My mom and I went with Logan too! We put a lot on layaway because I know I would end up giving him his gifts early lol. For his big present we got him a portable DVD player to take in the car with us. He LOVES movies. When he wants to watch a movie he brings it to me so I can put it on for him. :) We got him lots of trucks which he loves, toy vacuum, play phones and lots more. I have a lot more to do though. My belly is slowly starting to get bigger. You wouldn't be able to tell I was pregnant, but it is fun to watch it grow! Well, gotta get ready! Bye!

Sensing Change

Logan, he is starting to sense a change is coming. He is either very clingy or very stand offish. I have been doing everything possible to spend as much time with him as possible. He usually doesn't like to run errands, but that is all he wants lately. It is funny to watch him grow into this little boy and not a baby. He can say so many things. Sometimes me and Rory will just watch him in amazement. He has watched his mommy puke over and over all night and all day, and I think he knows something new is coming. I know though, he will be a great big brother.