8 weeks :)

So our doctors appointment went great on Tuesday. She estimated by the size of my uterus that I am about 8 weeks! We have an ultrasound scheduled for next Tuesday. We are very excited to see our little one! Logan is now almost 16 months. He is a big boy. He LOVES movies! He will bring me his movie to watch. He also will take us to what he wants. Every day we go on a jog and than to the park. It is nice to have that one on one time with him before our next gets here. He is so smart. He loves bugs, tractors and most of all, airplanes. He is just to smart for his own good. He is saying lots of new words. He also loves to sing and dance. He loves his stroller and he hates his bath time :) We are so lucky to have him and we know he is going to be a great big brother.
Rory is just about finished with his phlebotomy class. He passed his state finals. He has one or two more days than he is done! We are looking into buying a townhome at the end of our lease, which we are really excited about! Well, I have some diapers to change! Bye!

Finally

Finally! It has happened! Eagle has landed! YAY! We are officially expecting number two! We are not sure how far along I am. We were not even going to test, but I was about to start a new medication that is not safe for pregnancy, so I had Rory buy me some tests before I started. We expected it to be negative. Boy, I was in for a shock!!! I took it at about ten at night, peed on the little thing, set it down pulled my pants up and BAM! Two bright pink lines! I yelled " Holy crap!" Over and over and Rory ran in yelling your pregnant! It was so exciting. I havent ovulated in a while so I also haven't had a period so we have no clue how far a long I am, but our appt is set up and we will find out soon! We are so excited! Our families are stoked. It's a little early, so we haven't announced it on FB yet, we are waiting for a few more weeks so we know we are out of the war zone. Morning sickness has started with vengeance. Back aches from Hades. And I already feel huge. But this next journey is going to be so fun. Logan is going to be an awesome big brother. I don't quite think he understands yet, but we ask him where the baby is and he points to my belly and gives my belly "loves". Our family is growing and we couldn't be happier. Rory draws blood for the first time Monday. He is very excited and nervous. He will do great! Well, going to go clean! Bye!

Loving Life

Thinking back, the past five years my life has been perfected. My husband is my best friend. He has stuck through with me and stayed by my side through everything. Every day with him is a new adventure. I am so happy. We have our moments of bickering, but with every time he makes me smile, all of our bad times fade away. He reminds me to take a breath when I need to, and to sit back sometimes. I love him and everything he does for Logan and I. He makes me see what kind of people deserve to be in my life, and I realize, I am more important than I give my self credit for. He makes me feel like the end of the world can come tonight, but I'd leave here happy. He has given me everything I ever wanted and he makes all of my dreams come true. If I didn't have Rory, I wouldn't have life. I want him by my side, forever and after, and I know I will have that. I can not thank him enough for what he has given me and how happy I am with him. He is the best dad for Logan, he does everything to give him the best life possible. He plays with him and makes him laugh til he cries. I couldn't ask for more from Rory.

Logan, he is so smart. He amazes Rory and I with every new thing he learns. He is a very early and fast learner. He runs, spins, dances, sings, hums, he can tell us certain sounds of the alphabet, and he is saying so many words. His most recent is crackers and cookies, sometimes drink and bite. He has a big vocabulary. He can make us smile with everything he does. He is officially weaned, since 13 or so months. It was my best accomplishment being able to give him all of the nutrients he needs and more from my body. It was extremely hard at times, but the most giving thing I could do for him. I would do anything for him. He has never had a bottle, and now he is amazing at using cups, with no lid. He is trying so hard to use the spoon and fork with perfection, he is getting really good at it too. He LOVES brainy baby and your baby can read. He also loves Fresh Beat Band. He is a very musical baby. Loves dancing and singing. I couldn't have asked for a more perfect little boy. We love him so much.

We are still trying for baby number two, and have realized I still haven't ovulated, although we thought I had. Unfortunately, I havent since the I conceived Logan. I am trying to not worry about it, but with each passing month and each negative test, I get more and more disappointed. Luckily, I have the most supportive husband who runs to the store first thing in the morning to buy me bundles of pregnancy tests, and holds me when I get another negative. I just have to keep positive and realize it will happen at the best time for us.

Tonight, Rory is letting me and my best girl friend Tiffany go on a little shopping spree. I am stoked, I haven't been shopping since we moved into our apartment. It will be nice and a little bit of therapy :). I am so glad to have Tiffany in my life. She is such a good friend and I can talk to her about ANYTHING and we are so much alike. No joking. We have so much fun together!

Well, gotta get my home clean . Bye!