Happy fathers day

To my husband. Logans Dada. Our everything. You make Logan laugh hysterically, it melts my heart with joy. You love Logan better when he gets hurt, while making me love you even more. You play with Logan and teach him so many things, while your teaching me more about you. I love you so much. You have been the best father I could ask for, for our little man. Logan absolutely adores you. You brighten his face every time you walk in the door from work, as he does to you. He is heart broken in the morning when you have to leave, he will sit by the door crying for you til I go pick him up and explain to him that you ALWAYS come back! He just loves you so much. You make our family complete. I love you and I can't wait for our family to grow even more with you. Thank you for your hard work and your positive attitude. I love that you always think of Logan and I first. Especially when you are out an about and you surprise me by coming home with a bottled dr. pepper and a sucker for Logan, you just know :)

Keith,
Thank you for being the dad I needed in those years he was absent. You are my dad. I am forever grateful for you in my life. You teach me so much, and you inspire me to be the best person I can be. I know I can always come to you for advice, or a heart to heart. You are a true man. I am so thankful my mom fell in love with you. It is hard for me to understand how your "family" can just throw away a relationship with you, but I know what they are missing. Thank you for everything you do for me, and my family. Logan absolutely loves you, we can tell because you walk in the room and he chases you til you pick him up. Thank you for being such an awesome grandpa.

Dad,
Years have been tough not having you in my life as much as I would like, but I have you in my life a little, and I am very grateful for that. I look forward to the days where I get random texts from you saying you love and miss me. I forgive you for everything, I know things grew hard on you. I love you forever, not matter what. I can not wait til we can have a relationship as close as it used to be, but we are on the road to recovery now, and until than, I am grateful for the time we do spend with eachother. You are a great person. You teach me so much. You teach me about morals, and how to look past others flaws. You teach me how to love one another and how to forgive. I love you so much, and I am so glad to have you in my sons life as well.

Bored and hanging out with logan

That is a dresser Rory and I re-did for a date night, it will be going into Logans room.
Right now, Rory is at work til 10 tonight, and I am sitting here watching Logan's favorite, Bubble Guppies, weirdest show ever. I just finished decorating the present I made for Vanessa's baby shower, and now I need to clean my house, but instead I am just hanging out. Fun, but I am extremely bored. So I will post some pictures of my recent adventures :)

Maybe invite a friend over? Who knows.

Happy Birthday Logan!

A year ago today, I discovered a whole new kind of love. Rory and I fell even more in love with eachother. Our family became a little bigger, and we became happier than we thought we ever could be. We met our little sunshine. We were amazed at how perfect you were, and are even more amazed by how even more perfect you are today. You make our life's even brighter than it was before, we didn't even know it could get more bright. We love you Logan. You taught us so much. You are so smart. You are so cute. You are SO perfect. We wouldn't trade you for the world.

All moved in!

We are finally moved into our apartment. It is so cute and we love it lots! It is so different living on our own, but we love it. We live in Herriman behind the high school in the brand new apartments called farm gate. It is a 2 bedroom 2 bathroom. Very nice, wood floors and dark wood cupboards. Logan is still weirded out by it all, but he is adjusting. My parents are very happy for us. My mom was a little sad that we were moving, but we visit frequently, as does she. Keith was sad because he wouldnt be able to hold Logan and play with him all the time like he does, it was a little sad seeing that, but like I said, we will come over as much as possible. Logan is learning so many new words. He says whats that, dog dog, puppy, bye bye, dada, mama, grampa, ball and lots of others! Oh and his new favorite word is CACA! Like the toilet is caca, and garbage. Haha!

Next Chapter :)

Rory, Logan and I will be signing a lease to an apartment on monday. I am pumped! It is in Herriman, about 10 minutes from my moms home so we will be close to visit a lot still :) We are very excited. We are debating in between the 2 bedroom or the 3 bedroom. Either one would be nice for us! Logan is getting very close to walking. He is getting so big! I am so excited to move and be completely independent, I feel like packing up everything right now :) But I know I shouldn't, but I can always dream right? Anywho, Rorys poor grandma Hoffman is in the hospital. She fell and broke her pelvic bone in two spots. She didn't look to good when we went to see her. I love his Grandma like my own. I know Rory adores her and Logan as well. We know she is ready to be back in heaven with her husband and soul mate. I know that is how Rory and I will be, we will be growing very old together. He is my everything. I love him more than I could ever explain. Little Logan is so special to us, and we love him so much as well. He brings us so much happiness. We never thought we could be as happy as we are now, we didn't think we could get much happier than we already were and he proved us wrong :). We are going to pay Rory's next check and a little bit extra to our car so we can be at least 6 months ahead on that while we are in the apartment. I am so excited! Well gotta go!

Oh my gosh!

It is getting closer and closer til Logan turns one! I can not believe this past year has flown by so fastly. He is just so smart. Rory and I never thought we could be any happier, until little Logan arrived and our lives have been brightened by all his little sun rays. We love his so much! Rory and I were talking last night about having another little one. We decided once Rory gets hired onto the Post Office, we will try for another. That should be with in a few months. We are definitely excited! Not sure if I wrote this last time, but I got approved for the botox injections for my migraines. I get my first set on the 19th. I am so excited to be migraine free! Logan is due for his second hair cut. His hair gets long so fast! Speaking of rapidly growing hair, Mothers day was last week, my very first! What does this have to do with hair, you ask? Well, my present! Rory got my the three bottle package of ovation hair therapy. Yes, I love it! My hair has felt healthier already! I can't wait for it to grow a little longer, and thicker of coarse! He also got me an outfit from the Buckle. I love it dearly. I love him so much. He is my prince charming. He does so much for us, I appreciate him so much! I am very in love with him. I am getting very excited for Logan and Knox's birthday party. We are doing it on the same day since they are so close any ways. Than, on Logans real birthday, Rory and I will be taking him to the Zoo. I can't wait! He is so close to walking. He just gets terrified when he realizes he is finally doing it! A few days ago, a family friend killed her self. I won't go into details, it was pretty traumatic and sad, but it really opened my eyes to a few things. Life is so crazy, and death is so scary. It comes so fast and leaves nothing in the dust. I hate thinking about it, because I know it can happen to anyone at any time. It just makes me cherish my life, Logans life, Rorys life, and all of my families life so much. It makes me cherish everyone I love. Well, I am off! Good bye!

29 days and Logan is 1!

I am so excited for Logans birthday. His birthday is in 29 days! To think that this time last year I was pregnant and being told to expect him at any minute. Rory and I are doing great. He got a job as a security guard and is working on getting into the Post Office. We have decided that if he gets the job at the Post Office, we will try for another baby and move into an apartment. We are stoked! Poor little Logan is getting 5 teeth at once. His top two fangs, bottom two fangs and a molar. Poor buddy, and as upset and grumpy as he is, he keeps up with lots of hugs and kisses! Right now, Rory is working the night shift til midnight. Logan is taking a nap, I just finished making donuts and now Reily and I are watching Twilight. Yep! I have been in this baking mode lately. Not sure why, but I love it! As well as cleaning mode, craft mode! It is fun and keeps me busy while Rory works all the time. Logan and I also play out side a lot and eat cookies and watch cartoons and his favorite movies. Really, all of my day revolves around that sweet little boy. I love it! I love being a mom and a wife, full time :) Some times it gets difficult, but it is worth every minute. Logan is with me 24/7. He goes every where with us. We love it that way. Even though some times I can not go to the bathroom by my self unless he is asleep or do any crafts til he is asleep I would not change a single thing. We had a great Easter. Logan got spoiled with lots of treats and toys. He loves his sippy cups. We are starting on the weaning process now. Anyways, gotta go hang with my family. Bye!